Monday, September 28, 2009

Mwen Songez


I remember those days back in Little Haiti
Everyone was happy
Great big family
Mommy worked and her little cousin Vivi
Took care of me and Shelly
I often called her mommy
Daddy seemed to always be so busy
In and out of Ayiti
Would bring back some sweet-sweets
Usually it was from one of my grannies
Showing that they love me by adding to my cavities
The family moved to North Miami
Away from the south beach, closer to my aunties
Finally, we moved into our own home suite
Big pool and mango tree on 193rd Street
Turned 18 and moved away from the whole scene
Reflecting on what has brought me to succeed academically
Socially I gained much popularity
Yet it never fulfilled me like the love from my family
I remember those days!

Getting Back

I used to love her religiously
Yet I abused her literally
Daily I would think what could I say to her verbally
So that she would not quit from what we had
Chemistry
I was already departing from or connection mentally
While her presence was forever present
She started to pull away from me slowly
The focus was solely on myself so when she left
Naïve I guess
She just needed rest from our constant togetherness
Her absence made me helpless
Realizing that I place too much emphasis
On her space, in her way
Made her compel to bail from what we once shared
I admit she gave me more of her, and I less of me
Now I plea For her to be with me constantly
She never feeling empty or a slight bit of jealousy
When I made greed filled the spot where she was once conceived
And she was consistent
It was my inconsistency that made her go astray
Made us flow our separate ways
Yet I would hear of her every now and then
Flowing out of the lips of men as I think of what could have been
Wondering
Would I be able to flow into her soul as she enters mine
Naturally Seeking Poetry

Monday, September 14, 2009

My name meaning: Divine Gift Sent by God

I was born on a Monday, the second day where God created water waves and an expanse brake in order to divide sky and land, and he held my mother's hand as she labored me through hours of a feverish state. Yet she could not push my way out of her genital walls, so they called for the forceps that would cut into her flesh as they pulled the flesh of me away from the sea that nourished me for over 9 months. In Africa, they would have celebrated me as they named me Adwoa after the seventh day of my existence, but my father named me Dasha, not even knowing the true essence of my being. Yet I am beaming above stars and living beyond scars. I am loving, laughing, dreaming, believing that 28 years is just the beginning.