Accountability

Whatever it takes to break free... Get some accountability!

Between you and I

I don't know why my eyes wouldn't dry 
When I heard the news that for a moment u died 

For a moment you lied 
In your sin you believed wouldn't beset you again

It did
This time you can't get rid of the aftermath of yours acts

I take that back, you can

But double would be the death if you would convince yourself to such crime

When I heard you died

For a moment

It forced me to examine my life

Realize that I too was dead

And even though I would want to revive you

Instead I allowed your momentary death to consume me

Where was I  

Why not me

It seems I would always make it out cheating

With both eyes open

Hoping no one will see me decaying to the bones

Picking the skeletons out my closet the moment I have gone to a place of no return

So far out that I no longer know home 

Where I belong

So I roam for a moment in death

Running for help outside myself

Before I finally get caught up in myself

To catch my breath

Step outside of my flesh

So that my spirit can rest

The moment you were able to speak that sin had held you captive was the moment you were set free And that liberated me

Because I haven't been able to get into my account and cash in on the check deposited 

by the carbon copy me

I am a counterfit

Believing no one could really see

When clearly I had a special fund for my fun

Where I can run and momentarily lie

Momentary die and be content in my sin

So now I am withdrawing myself from this equation before I fail

And pray that the repentence of my momentary death will keep me from a permanent hell