Notbecause you’ve asked me to
Butbecause my heart deems to want to express
Aburden that it has compress in order to feel safe again
AndI am not upset that it’s kept itself this way
Formany has left it bleeding and beating to beats of hurt & pain
Yetlately, I find my heart healing with you
Notfor what you do, but for what is said between us two
Wecircle around ideas of what can be
Byspeaking of what was and what is
Asif, possibilities of us no longer exist
Itoo am not quite sure, so my uncertainties lead me to my knees
Insearch for clarity of Dreams
Dreamsof you coming home to me from a journey of work that kept us apart for weeks
AndI prepared every second of every minute and every minute of every hour that wewould share before you would have to leave again
Ilong to smell the breath of each word you speak and could really careless if itbrought meaning to our existence
Andthen I woke up, choked up questioning, though it was all a dream….
SometimeI convince myself to believe that I wished to have never met you
Andalso wish to have never continued to keep contact
witha past love that did not love like I love for I was in love
ormaybe in bliss, whatever it was or it is
Tofind us here again, yearning for a kiss, but cannot touch
Refusingto be hugged
Opposingto love, loving me in the same degree
Yesindeed, you have changed, but this man that speaks before me
Oncespoke in the same breath love & deceit
Wonderingif you are capable of these things
Yearshave passed and people do change
yetmy heart still remains the same…
Bleedingfrom the hurt, hurting from the pain
YetI , I still love you and will love you again!
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